hari raya yang so amazing!!!!!!

raya pertama:

this is my family yg so amazing...
yg duduk tur mak aku larh...
dari kiri...
adk aku(qadratul amani)
aku
akak aku(qadratul asma')
anak sedara aku(batrisyia alya)


















raya pertama:
aku,mak ngan kwn bek aku izan





















raya pertama/kedua:
aku dok g beraya ngan izan ke semo umah kegkwn aku...

raya pertama:
amar/izan/munirah

raya kedua:
kimi/azimah/shahrun/azi

mlm raya kedua:

pas blk umah azi mlm tur tok aku(duduk) dtg umah...bersama maktam aku(tudung pink) yg baru blk dari india cuti raya,paktih ngan maktih(2org yg paling kiri)


















raya ketiga:
kakak2 n abg2 aku semo dtg bwk anak2 diorg..da jgk yg bwk org gaji..hhehehehhe





















mak aku epi sgt even bkn anak kandung mak aku...mak aku tetap syg diorg...rasa mcm famili aku kembali mcm dlu..cuma ayah n kak lil jek xder....



















nie iman maisara...
anak sedara aku no 10
dia nie suka org puji dia cantik...
hehhehehehhe
tp dah mmg cantik pown...


















jom mkn!!!!!
nasi impint ngan kuah lontong....
tp yg family aku plg suka..
ketupat palas mak aku larh...
my mom is the best cooker eva!!!!!!

















alya n hakim (abg kpd iman td)
diorg nie dari kecik lae rapat...
dah mcm mr n mrs smith...









semo dah nk blk dah......











the sad moment during the 1st week of raya















raya kelima:
bobo kucing ksygn family aku....mati....
pg tur mak ngan amani dah bwk bobo p klinik haiwan...
doktor ckp bobo kna penyakit hawar*.ptg tur dia mati...
sian bobo...dia baek sgt....

*sejenis penyakit kucing...xberjangkit kpd manusia...







saja2 ltk.....















nie kuih raya adk aku wat....



















nie kuih raya yg aku wat....
















sblm siap2 pg raya....dok kemas umah...semo..hehhehe



















ibu di pagi raya






















akak di pagi raya






















aku di pagi raya






















amani di pagi raya





















alya di pagi raya......














raya thn nie blm hbs lae....gmbr2 nie kt kdh jek..
kt kl belum lae beraya....

tp overall raya thn nie besh gilerz.. family aku back togethr back...semo org ketawa gembira dihari raya.....aku suka sgt......kecuali time bobo mati....

bulan puasa yg so amazing

hurm...dah lama sgt kn aku x post blog aku..hhehehehe..ada ker org kisah kn aku post ker x blog nie..hahahha..

wat eva...

nie cerita aku sepanjang aku xpost blog..hehhehe

pas aku stat blk aku yer sem 1 3rd yer...aku jd amat malas tok post blog...mcm xda sgt bnde nk diceritakn..tp 1st day puasa aku...aku sambut kt kuantan...hehhehe...amazing kn....aku suka sgt teluk cempedak..sgt cantik....



then aku blk uia...
smbg wat repot2 aku r...hehhehe

aku sbnr yer nk cita tntg skrg..
hurm...
skrg nie aku kt lcct tgu flight aku ke alor star tok blk raya umah mak aku...
nie 1st time aku nek flight n sorg2 lak tur...
try and error r aku..
hehehhe...tur x pntg...
skrg nie kn bulan puasa....
aku bkn nk ngumpat ker aper..tp ak skrg dok lepak online kt mcd....
tgh2 dok online aku nmpak 2org mamat melayu nie..masuk mcd gak..dok meja dpn aku...
sah2 sgt muka melayu diorg nie...aku igt diorg pon nk lepak mcm aku gak r...
tp tetiba kwn dia sorg msk dlm..
so ak wat xtaw nk terus mengonlinekn diri aku..
hehhehe
lyn facebook..
huhuhu..
tetiba...
kwn dia yg masuk dlm mcd td beli bigmac set 2 kowt..
diorg ngan selamba yer mkn...
aku xphm..
kenapa xpuasa....
nie kn bulan mulia...
yer pon xpuasa...
jgn r mkn dpn public....
aku geram dan sedih sbb diorg nie melayu....
afta diorg mkn..terus diorg blah....
byk jek org melayu dok lepak mcd...tp diorg jek yg aku tgk mkn...
xmalukan diorg?
aku yg tgk nie pown malu sgt.....

ok r..nnt da kesempatan aku post lae ek blog nie...
wat sesaper yg xpuasa tampa sbb..malu2 kn larh diri anda....semo org berebut kumpul amalan..korg lak bersusah payah kumpul dosa!!!!!

hheheh
td aku ckp nk cita tntg aku spnjg xpost blog..tp xjd lak...
hehheeh
c ya

fighter-chistina aguilera

After all that you put me through,
You think I'd despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
'Cause you've made me that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
Cause it

[Chorus:]
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game
I heard you're going round play, the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanting to haunt me
But that wont work anymore, no more,
It's over
Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
Cause it

[Chorus]

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretend not to know the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WONT-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

[Chorus]

You thought i would forget
But I remembered
Cause i remembered
I remembered
You thought i would forget
I remembered
Cause i remembered
I remembered

[Chorus]


bla aku down or depressed
aku slalu pasang lagu nie kuat2 n jerit kuat2 ikut lirik dia...
rasa puas dpt lepas geram...
heheheheh

the road not taken.....

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;	5
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,	10
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.	15
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

which road you would choose?
the one that people always go...
or the one that people naver go?





igt lae sajak nie time form 3 xslp aku...
mengenai jln mana yg kita patut pilih....

hurm...
skrg nie aku bkn nk cita tntg sajak tur..
tp aku nk ckp pasal jln yg kita pilih...
pernah x korg rasa jln yg korg pilih tur salah?
korg nyesal sgt....
dan korg rasa clu korg bleh putar blk masa ke masa yg lepas korg xkn pilih jln tur?

tp...bla kita pikir2 kn blk....
mmg kita ditakdir kn tok pilih jln tur kn..
ataupun
kita rasa yg kita patut brtanggungjwb tok keputusan kita yg lps...

bg aku semo kesusahan yg aku lalui skrg...
keperitan n caci hina yg ku terima skrg....
penderitaan aku...
result daripada aku yer keputusan aku yg dulu...
byk mendewasa kn aku....
byk membantu aku..
menyiapkn diri aku untk cabaran yg akan dtg..

mula2 mmg rasa menyesal..
tp bla dah lama2...
bla dipikir secara rasional yer...
mesti ada sbb kenapa ALLAH jadikn hidup aku mcm nie..
hehhehe...

aku percaya ALLAH xkn pernah nk nyusahkn hambanya...
mgkin suatu masa nnt aku akan jumpa kebahagian aku..
hehheh..

lae satu aku slalu igt kata2 mak aku...
'bersusah2 dahulu....bersenang2 kemudian'
so...
life must go on whether how much u suffer now.n in d end u will find the happiness u find in ur life.....

ibu, sabar lah....

hari ini, tanggal 10 mei 2009.. aku igin mengucapkn selamat are ibubuat ibuku secara khas nya dan ibu2 diseluruh dunia ne secara umum yer....

inilah keluargaku....

aku tulis sajak ni, khas untukmu ibuku...

ibu,
kaulah segalanya bagi ku,
kau berikn ku kehidupan,
kau mendidikku,
kau menjagaku,
kau melindungiku,
setulus dan seikhlas hatimu,

ibu,
kau korbankan kebahagian mu,
kau musnahkan cita-citamu,
kau rempuhi segala rintangan hidup ini,
hanyalah untuk memastikan anak-anakmu bahagia.

ibu,
ku mohon sejuta kemaafan padamu,
kerna disaat kau susah menghadapi masalah hidupmu,
aku xberdaya membantumu,
kerna aku masih belum cukup untuk menggantikanmu,
sebagai pelindungku.

ibu,
aku berjanji,
aku bersumpah,
pabila tiba waktu dan masa dimana aku bersedia nanti,
aku akan hadiahkanmu sebuah kebahagian,
mungkin tidak cukup untuk membalas pengorbananmu,
tapi aku akan cuba sedaya upayaku.

ibu,
bersabarlah,
akan ku balas jasa-jasamu,
ibu,
kuatkan lah dirimu,
menunggu ku capai cita-citaku,
untuk mmbahagiakanmu.....

inilah ibuku yang tercinta...
Nama ; Che' Rahani binti Yususf
Umur ; 51 thn

partime work

i already got a partime work at domonos...hhehe..im not the one dat make or deliver the pizza's but im the one that pick up the phone when each and every one of you that wanna order dominos pizza all over malaysia..hhehe.
its is gona be my new experiance..cant wait to start my work there...before this i had work ak supermarket as cashier, tuition teachers, 'tukang lap lantai' at school canteen ans so on .....
y do i work...
my main goal is ofcoz to gain some money to make my life confortable and to helping my mom by not to ask her for money..hehheh...second of all is to gain an experiance. by doing dis i know how difficult the life of working ppl and to burst up my mood to learn and to do my best in my study in order not to go for that kind of work in the future...im not try to 'perlekeh' that kind of work but it is for me to make my self realize that in order to get a better life we have to work from the bottom and even that that time we been call such thg that we dont want to hear...it is an experience...tahts all i can say...this kind of experiance will strengthen me even more to face the evil thing in the future,..hhehe..bye all..

mendung, suram sedih....

ada org tnya aku..apsal blog aku nie sedih jek..
hurm...
aku yer tema tok blog aku nie tntg life aku yg agak susah nk masuk ngan org...but aku nga coba tok sesuaikan diri ngan environment aku..so aku yer blog tntg perjalanan hidup aku kearah hari yg cerah riang gemilang..hhahaahhaha...
tgu ek bla hidup aku akan terus cerah dan riang ria...hahhaha